Counting down the days...

Tuesday.

Today is Tuesday.

That leaves 3 more days in this town.

This town we fell in love at first sight (and feel) with. This town we have grown to deeply feel "home" with. This town that will continue to be home for many of our beloveds.

And we will wish it a sacred and wet farewell, as we will begin our trek northward.

So many people to see and love before we go.

Community beloveds, family members, friends.

I know us moving to Oregon is right, and I ground myself in that when I start to feel so sad about leaving the incredible people here that we love with all our hearts.

It hurts. And that hurt has stopped me from going for many years now.

But Oregon keeps calling. A soft whisper. A knowing reminder. Soft and loving.

It's where we are meant to be.

Green, rain, Pacific Ocean, affordable housing, land, hippies. Perfect.

I have been dreaming big wild dreams of a tribe on land, and I am ready to manifest that. And I am excited about the journey to get there.

I envision spending time in communes, intentional communities, and eco-villages.

I envision festivals and fairs and farmers markets.

I envision landscapes that will take our breath away.

I imagine connecting with people who will warm my heart and nourish this little Tribe idea seed that is gaining momentum deep in the earth, preparing to burst through the soil and bask in the sunlight.

I look forward to manifesting space for my family's needs to be met, and for our wildest dreams to come into fruition.

My oldest wants to be a large animal vet. She has always had a kinship with animals. They bring her peace. And after 2 years of not having her own room, she very much looks forward to decorating and caring for her own space. And getting some furried bedmates again :)

My son just wants room to spread out his playspace and endulge in combat + adventure + action figure social skills for deep long periods of time. And Netflix. Our own wifi is a must :)

And the baby. She wants to gather her dollies and care for them. And follow her sister around caring for goats and horses and chickens and all other 2- and 4-legged friends that come to join us in our homesteading adventure.

And me? Well, I want to take root deeply and grow. I want to grow a home. I want to grow a business. I want to grow a tribe, a lively community-family who lean toward sacred sustainability and wild fun, who dream together, play together, live together, love together, grow together. I want drum circles and dancing and bonfires and a red tent and kid wonderland and hammocks in faery eutopia and treehouses and gardens opportunities to share my all through workshops and services, and, and, and.

Oh, I have been dreaming of this for years. This list is oh-so long, and it keeps growing.

I look forward to showing it to you, like a story that unfolds through our upcoming journey.

I look forward to chronicling, not only our trip up to Oregon and around Oregon while we find the right place to call home, but also the sprouting and budding of a tribe come true, the depths, the details.

I hope that someday, I will be able to create a model of the tribe that has been my clear vision and purpose, so that I can share that model with ones who aspire to create tribes of their own.

I don't know all the words yet. The language. I just have a big clear vision and feeling, that I have been refining for about 6 years, through creating an online tribe, studying about tribal communities, hanging with unschoolers and faire folks, experiencing shamanic dreams and visions, and doing a bit of research on fellow intentional communities.

There is just so much room for growth, and I am excited to already be gathering beautiful souls into my life who want to grow this with me.

Until next time, all my love,
V

Alive and Bedazzled

Hello, Darlings ♥


So. As I lean into being me and into living life and following being alive, I feel revitalized.

Today is one such day.

I am so IN the flow that I am part OF the flow. The energy pouring out of me is invigorating.

Direction. Just point me in the direction that makes me feel alive and watch me shoot off like a rocket :))

I have been making some plans. I am not ready to share them yet, but they are big. Big big.

And a bit hand-in-hand with a beloved, so I am soaking in this greatness, this deliciousness, and just being until it is time to go, until it is time to share.

I know that is highly cryptic. I'm sorry, my love!

I promise, it will be worth it.

But I came here to share this feeling aliveness with you, and to tease the edges out a bit, so you can locate it and step into it, too.

What makes you feel alive?

What idea makes you spill over with enthusiasm?

And shoot off dream rockets of ideas.

And what does it mean?

I want to hear all about it.

I want to share that space with you.

I want to SQUEEEEEEEEEE together :))

What is it that makes you tingle and sparkle?

What bedazzles your world?

I sure hope you are doing that.

Do that ♥


And if you want help finding that and doing that, I would love to help.   How do I connect with you to help you?   Do you know the feeling?   Do you want a more complete guide to finding it?   Are you afraid to do more than just dream about it?   Are you planning it?   Are you living it?   Do you want to create a space to connect with folks who are?   How can we live a life alive and bedazzled?  

Stepping into My Design

Hello, Beloved ♥

I love that space of clarity.

I have been soaking in and basking in that space for the past few days.

Last week, I got my Human Design chart drawn up, and a dear friend of mine, who has been studying Human Design for years, and I have been chatting up Human Design and life for the past few days.

I feel so much relief.

I was trying to be everything, and I was feeling disappointed in myself for not being everything.

And then I found out about me, what I was designed for.

And now, I feel like I can channel my energy in the way that is most effective and effecient. I can let go of the parts that are just not meant to be done by me.

And it has helped seal my faith in my calling. I have seen in my chart that I was destined for things I just knew I was - to impact others, to help others flow their energy in a beneficial way, and so much more.

The channels that my chart says I cycle ARE the ways that my understandings and intentions flow.

Such a relief. Like the weight of faith was heavy in ways I didn't even know.

And now, I feel peace. Which by the way, is what I am designed for. Of course ;)

I am thrilled by the power of this super moon, of basking in the fullness and abundance in my life. And of preparing to release that which does not hold the most great purpose in my life, as I wane with the moon.

It's just magickal.

I invite you to get your own free reading done, and then do some research about your chart, to understand yourself better.

I'm so excited to share this path with you ♥

I'm excited about what this might mean to you.

Sending love, deep everlasting love, to your journey ♥