Sometimes I forget...

Sometimes I forget what a good mom and mama I am to my oldest. Sometimes I focus on how much better I should be so badly that I forget how good we have it. Today at park day, no big kids came, so she just hung out with us adults for the most part. Her and I cuddled -- it was so wonderful. The babies were so busy doing their thing that they didn't need to get between us, and her and I could just be us :) It was wonderful. Of course there is always room for growth, but I hope to not forget how good we are now and in the meantime :)